胖子不要穿白色橫條紋的衣服

親愛なる君へ :

好啦，好啦！我知道我已經整整胖了一圈了！戒煙半年多了，別的不長，淨是長肉！！！尤其是腰部那圈，楞是一個勁地蹦出來！

上週去了一趟 Indy 的 White River Park ，聽說那裡的人工運河很漂亮！想起 2005 年去的 Saint Antonio ，那裡運河旁的風光，仍映在腦中久久不去！但是 Indy 這個就好像不那麼美，沒有熱鬧的酒吧及冰淇淋店家，也沒有特意裝飾的餐廳在兩旁！看起來其實不外是一個河濱公園，和台南的運河公園有得比！走了一圈，看到不少一家大小騎著腳踏車遊河！嘿嘿，胖子居多！

那天，吃了一個幸運餅乾，裡面簽語寫著：「好事留給靜靜等待的人」！是在磨我的耐心嗎！？

愛一個人可以無怨無悔地愛下去嗎？真的有那種人，可以不管結果，不求回報，死心塌地地愛另一個人嗎？

我會繼續去走走看看，去開拓自己的眼界，去擴展自己的心域！
我彷彿覺得，我的心越是開闊，我越是不能相信人的心可以這麼執著！
希望美洲大陸之旅，可以踏出我的領悟，踏出屬於我的人生！

這頭牛照得好啊！




好就好在我在牠旁邊顯得不那麼肥了！



哈哈哈哈！

Three-Day Driving Tour

At the end of June, 2008, Connie and I went all the way southwest to St. Louis, Oklahoma, Taxes, New Mexico, and back from Colorado and Kansas. It was a three-day driving: over two thousand miles.

First of all, the scenery on the road was fascinating: beautiful buildings in urban St. Louis, deserts and mountains in Taxes, New Mexico and Colorado. I did not make it to Arizona since it was really too far. Being driving alone, I did not think I would have the energy to go sightseeing once I got there.

In terms of experience, secondly, this trip really strengthened my will to drive and travel alone. I really don't think I will do this after going back to Taiwan. I am not say that I will not be afraid of anything because of this trip, but it's true that I will be brave enough to encounter any challenge afterwards. As a matter of fact, I realize my limits and potentials since I accomplished this trip alone. Hopefully, I will not travel alone again because it was "FREAKING" boring to drive alone on highways of USA. What accompanied me all the way: Road kills, sky, STRAIGHT roads, horses, cows, and please don't forget, highway patrols.

Yeah! That's right! They are US police officers on highways. I got a speeding ticket on the third day. According to the Kansas highway patrol, I was going 85 mph on the road of speed limit 70 mph. The fine was USD$126. Well, that was my first time to get a speeding ticket! I mean I've never got a speeding ticket before, not even in Taiwan. Hahahaha…The fine was high enough to make me obey speed limit since then. (Once again, I am pretty satisfied with Connie…V6 engine is the best. Hahahahaha...)

See! The road is too straight without many cars on it. It's really difficult not to be speeding. Hahahahaha...

I've never seen this kind of cars before. USA is the great country where people drive strange cars. This car was very high because of the huge tires. When I stopped at the gas station, I saw the owner of the car push his husky dog upwards really hard since the car was too high for the dag to get on. Hahaha…what the heck!

Marengo Cave Park

Locating in southern Indiana, Marengo Cave has splendid stalactite formations underground. The temperature inside the cave is about 10-11 Celsius while it is about 28-29 Celsius outside!

I bought the ticket for two walking trails: Dripstone trail and Crystal Palace. The former one was about 70 minutes with lots of delicate soda straw formations and totem pole stalagmites. I barely felt the coolness since those beautiful stalagmites completely caught my attention. Listening to the guiding interpreter, I couldn’t believe that this cave was originally found by two little boys. While they found this cave, all they could use was just a piece of candle, exploring the "beauty" of this hidden underground paradise.

There were lots of coins (pennies and nickels) "in" the Penny Ceiling. I tried several times and tried to threw the coin, making it stay in the ceiling. It's like a wish pond on the ceiling. The little green or black rocks on the ceiling are magnetic. It's said we may have a good fortune of we can successfully throw a coin on the ceiling. Hahahahahaha…obviously, I got to tried more times before I left there!

These formations are beautiful. Let's hope they keep "growing" so that our generations can also enjoy the beauty of nature.

(Everyone in the walking tour was not allowed to touch anything in the cave. Human fingers have nature oil which will stop the growth of these formations. Think about it!!! Even a tiny stalagmites takes millions of years to grow as we can see there. Wow! Isn’t this amazing!?)

Best Tenderloin Sandwich in Indiana

When thinking about American foods, what do you have in mind? Pizza? Hot dogs? French fries and fried chicken? Steak and mashed potato? Yeah! They are all American foods. Oh! Don't forget …Sandwiches. Sandwiches were invented from a table of gambling, but become so pervasive and popular all over the world.

Since the United States is the homeland of sandwiches, I really want to taste every famous sandwich here. Definitely, those noted sandwiches are not just from fast-food restaurants like McDonald's, Wendy's, and Subway.

Well, according to my "research," one of the most famous sandwich places in Indiana is Mug n' Bun (near Indianapolis). The most popular sandwich is Tenderloin Sandwich, going well with a glass of "HOME-MADE" root beer. I ordered a grilled tenderloin sandwich there and a breaded one to go! In fact, these sandwiches are not really that awesome since I have a "Taiwanese stomach." Somehow, I still miss the chicken-leg sandwich of KFC in Taiwan which is not sold in the US. But compared with other fast-food restaurant, Mug n' Bun drive-in is a must-go when you come to Indiana.

I also ordered onion rings on that day. Oh, BOY!!! The onion ring there is the best one I have ever hand.

By the way, the service in Mug n' Bun is better than other restaurant. There are some service lots where you can park your car, have your order, and eat in the car. Waitresses will come to you and help you with a special designed rack, hanging over your car door. You will not mess your car interior with food because of the rack, which is a very considerate service. I guess this may be the precursor of drive-through in many fast-food restaurants today.

博士候選人

親愛なる君へ :

今天是博士檢定考的最後一天 ; 中午12點考完，我在Technology Hall 旁的空中，看看這個校園！我還是頭一次，從這個角度去看ISU的校園，也是頭一次，以一個准博士候選人的身份去看看這個待了三年的地方！

我的腦子很清醒、身體很疲憊、心裡很空蕩！前幾分鐘寫的文章，還在腦子底打轉。累累的，但有放鬆的感覺，心底卻是不勝空虛！離我的目標越接近，我越是懷疑：在我身邊現在的一切一切，究竟值不值得我努力，值不值得我拼了命地去要！？

前天，和由樹去了一趟Chicago!他終於買下他心中想要的車，耗資不斐，但是樁好買賣：車況、里程樹、年份都好！回來的路上我想起心中的一個疑問：什麼時候該「堅持」？什麼時候該「妥協」？

「堅持」，很可能頭破血流，也很可能功成名就，但就一往無前的精神，對得起自己-男子漢當如是，無怨無悔！「妥協」，可以明哲保身、可以相容於順逆，但卻不一定合心意，不一定能獲得隨危機而來的成長機會！古人說：「厚積而薄發」、「不是不張，乃待其勢而蓄其力也」！

我一直以來都很保守，以為這樣，便能等待時機，化逆為順，轉危為安！久了，好像覺得自己青壯之年，空有氣力，心氣卻是垂垂老矣，不敢放手一搏！由樹給了我一課：雖然他的堅持，需要耗費很多的成本，但是和日後所能爆發的潜力及作為比較起來，這點投資便是九牛一毛，也可說是一本萬利！（當然啦，要有著極大的風險！）我的妥協在短期看來，也許穩當而不失大，卻無豪氣干雲的大度及灑脫！想要有朝一日龍升宏圖大志，那我現在這點心胸氣量，就得好好改一改！再說了，就是一敗塗地，我光溜溜地來到這世上，再光溜溜地走，也沒什麼好損失的！

是時候了，我蓄積的力量漸漸有了！只是，我也得看準了：天時、地利、人和！

Fancy Static Removal & Suntory Whisky

Terre Haute is located in the mid-west of the United States. The air is usually very dry, especially in winter. Therefore, people get static very often when they open car doors or even touch anything. Sometimes, a slight finger touch with each other also gives us a shock and it hurts. Well, I seldom have this situation in Taiwan since the weather there is usually very humid.

This Saturday, Yoshiki came back from Japan and brought me two gifts! One was a fancy static removal; the other was Suntory whisky. I like the static removal very much because it looks very fancy to me and I may not get one anywhere in Taiwan... not even in the US. I wonder why I couldn't find this kind of things in the US. It could be very dangerous if the static electric happened when I want to pump the gas. What the heck! But anyway, from now on, I don't have to be afraid of the static shock whenever I open my car door or pump the gas.

(Connie may not be able to "remind" me of her love to me any more.) Hahahaha…

The static removal has a funny word on it: FATE! Well, is it my "FATE" not to get shock again because of this cute little sucker!? Or…if I get shock again, it may be my "FATE" to suffer even with the help of this static removal!!!

I swear…I really decide to control the amount of alcohol I can have. I was not expecting to get whisky from Yoshiki as a gift! I am not saying that I don't like the whisky or something. But, does my face reflect the word "ALCOHOL" to everyone? Well, then, I shall become a famous commercial star, playing an influential character and selling alcohols. And the best part is: I may not need a PhD to become a celebrity and make a lot of money. Hahahaha…

ありがとう ………

孤家寡人

親愛なる君へ :

這個星期六，Nathan 就要飛回台灣，結束他為期兩年的留學生涯！對他而言，他即將展開另一段人生旅程，印第安那的回憶，也許慢慢塵封在日後的忙碌或煩惱！而我，短期內少掉一個可以說說話、喝喝酒的同學，卻也還得默默地走完我剩下的留學生涯！我要是說這是『孤家寡人』，也許聽來誇張，但卻是肺腑之言！留學生心底的寂寞，在這資訊時代...呵呵！竟然不是『鄉愁』兩個字可以形容！！！

爸媽也許會想，在這裡對我最大的挑戰及磨練是學業！但是，其實最讓人難熬的，是在異鄉中...觸不到心底的溫暖！！！

以前，我會很看不起在美國揮金如土、肆意淫亂的留學生！（現在還是很看不起啦！）現在不會這麼鄙視他們了！他們也是人，他們也需要被在乎、溫暖的感覺！所以囉，有本錢的，多多少少會有比較複雜的交際生活！沒本錢的，只能多購購物，花花錢買滿足感！而我勒，沒本錢、也不敢多花錢，因此也只會多爬爬文、多刻幾個字，娛樂自己！！！（我在這麼下去，會不會人格分裂啊！？）

我認識一對戀人，他們雖然結為夫妻，但卻相隔兩地！他們雖然相隔兩地，但卻心心相繫！他們可以一起計畫旅行，身心俱疲時仍然可以分工家事！他們也會吵架，但他們更知道接受差異、互相妥協才是長久之道！

什麼叫做相依相隨？！多少是體會到一點了！

什麼叫做孤家寡人？！我想，在美國可以體會得徹底！

印第安那的陽光

親愛なる君へ :

天空是湛藍色的，
森林是深綠色的，
田野是金黃色的，
草地是翠綠色的，
房子是五顏六色的！

不戴太陽眼鏡，眼睛真的會有點睜不開！這裡，開闊遼放的視野，心會靜下來，腳步卻會停不下來！好似一股回歸大地之母的溫暖，深深吸引我們乾涸的肺腑、寂寞的心靈！！！

難怪這鄉野僻壤不需要華那威秀、新光三越！

加設屋頂的橋是印第安那獨特的一景！每一座橋都有他們的歷史沿革！不過這座例外！它只是公園裡小湖旁的一個小裝飾品！歷史上並不是特別造來方便交通及運輸的。但它還是很別緻可愛！從裡面望出去，就是一片湖光山色的美景！

晚餐過後，在這裡稍稍散步一會兒，很是悠閒恬靜。但老實說，眼底再怎麼映出美麗的景色，我的心仍然是空空蕩蕩的，腳步沈甸甸的，但卻感受不到踏實的感覺！

想起一首詩：
『村舍外，古城旁，杖藜徐步轉斜陽。
殷勤昨夜三更雨，又得浮生一日涼。』

我說忙不忙，說累也不累！暑假到了，再過約半個多月就要參加博士檢定考！我沒有什麼心思唸書，也不會很緊張！看起來好像很閒適的下午生活，其實在我空空的心裡，更加顯的孤獨與悲涼！人生中，原本期待一步步走下去的路程，現在一筆筆地從計畫表中刪掉！！！我不知道該去恨還是放棄，那一種答案對我來說都很痛苦。

若是要我就這麼過下去，那我也只能麻痺自己！但我已經很久沒好好睡上一覺！好想...好想...再一次感受希望及溫暖！

Beautiful Rainy Day in Bloomington

It rained a lot on that day. After taking Yoshiki to Indianapolis airport, Nathan and I decided to go to Bloomington, exploring the so called "roast duck noodle soup." My GPS navigation system did offer a great help while we were on our way from Indy to Bloomington. About an hour or so, we got there.

Well, the "roast duck noodle soup" was not that fascinating and delicious actually. It was just a bowl of soup and noodles with some roast duck and vegetables on the top. The amount of noodles was not enough for a man and the roast duck was a little too salty. Hahahaha…guess what?! It cost me USD $7. Luckily, we did not need to pay tips.

If this store ran it business in Taiwan, it would not last more than 3 months.

Since we were already in Bloomington, it would be a waste if we did not pay a visit to Indiana University. It was my second time visiting IU, and I really love its campus. It is more like a garden to me, not just bunches of classrooms locating here and there. Because of the rain, the air was so refreshing, making trees and flowers more green and red.

Nathan and I also stopped by a souvenir store of IU. Anything has an "Indiana University" logograph on it is worth more USD even if it is made in China. This made me wonder whether we are buying the merchandise or just the name. I guess this is the "usual thing" happening everywhere in the world.

I didn't buy anything in that store. But I asked myself: will I buy some souvenirs of ISU when I am ready to go back Taiwan? What the hell! ...

最貴的玩具

親愛なる君へ :

上禮拜俊元畢業了！我在美國的酒伴又即將少掉一個！
這個陳先生是一個傳奇，他可以一個人開車一路玩到San Antonio (全程超過三千英里)！咱們給他拍拍手！而且，我還得謝謝他，因為他把車賣給我！我少了一個酒伴，卻也多了一個旅行的好幫手！

豐田車系Toyota Camry 200 XLE
搭載 V6 引擎，有著六汽缸的實力！前後防撞鋼樑換新，車體除了一兩處小擦傷，其他無大礙！八年的車，已行近十萬英里！大體來說，是一部保養得當、狀況極佳的好車！

昨天我和由樹一起把她洗了一遍！添一添雨刷精及引擎冷卻劑！（不知道吧，在美國冷卻引擎的不是水！在台灣，水箱裡可以只加水！在美國，要加特定的冷卻劑，否則冬天一結冰，就等著拖去大修吧！）

夕陽下，我的車顯的很有精神！我佇足在旁良久，心想：這是我第一次買這麼貴的「玩具」給自己！從今天起，她叫做 Connie! 她將陪伴我到美國大城小鎮去玩！我在這片遼闊的夢想之地，會有她親切的保護及友情！

命名の確認：Connie

Turkey-Run State Park

I got my car on Friday (May 2, 2008).

Before I give a detailed information about the first car in my life, I want to share with you all about the marvelous day in Turkey-Run State Park.

It was such a sunny day with cool air and a little breeze. I did not feel hot and sweaty at all. Well, as a matter of fact, I am not really a nature-goer. Walking on the grass and leaves makes me feel nervous cause I am always worried about snakes. However, the scenery in the park helped relieve my tension and worry. In my eyes, there were green trees, shiny river, rocky valley, and little waterfall.
Nathan and I spent about thirty walking on Trail #6 and about an hour on Trail #3. …Exhausted, but feeling so relaxed and fascinated by the natural scenes. We hopped on little rocks while crossing various little rivers. We stopped by some rocky caves and valleys, pretending we are ancient monks or "supermen." When we saw the clean cool water in the river, we "almost" took off our shoes and jumped into it.

Summer is coming. I can feel that.

I am gonna spend more time exploring the beauty of Indiana, and other gorgeous places in the US. Life…shall be wasted in beautiful things!!!
Just take a break! Not tired yet, but need a deep breath to say "Thank you" to God: You have done a good job creating the earth.

I guess there is too much iron in the rock or the water, making the color red.

Don't worry about Nathan. He was just too stressed out because he is about to leave Indiana and go back Taiwan. Hahahahaha…!!!

I was a little tired actually. Jumping up and down really makes my legs tired.

What about taking a shower under that waterfall, pal??? It must be "cool."
I hope you become a monk here and I may come every once in a while to worship you. Hahahahaha...
Yeah, right! So now you decide to become a superman…what's next, pal!???

Isn't this gorgeous? I wanna go canoeing here next time.

Well, actually, it's forbidden to swim here! Are there any crocodiles there in the river?
Wow…I need to drink a second cup of coffee! What a day!!!!!!!! (Don't you have a fat-belly problem, buddy?)